Memories For Later On Down The Road

Emotions can be grave,
Or they can be exillerating.
The emotions I hold towards you
Are beautiful and life changing

Everyone has a significant other
Perhaps you're my designated lover.
I can collaborate our love a thousand times
Or I can stop critiquing and let my heart fly

I'm afraid of skinny and gorgeous girls,
Because they may just steal your heart.
I can promise you one thing honey,
I love you and I'll continue to be here.

Rain splatters against the window sill,
Thunder breaks my guard and I crash into you
Like a young lovebird experiencing wings,
It takes off in flight with their mate.

If I had to pick out your best feature,
I'd truthfully say everything.
But if I had to pick just one in the end
I'd pick your beautiful, strong, seducing shoulders

You don't need a fast car or lots of money
To experience the love inside my heart.
Darling, what do you see when you look at me?
Am I worth everything you possess, even a simple kiss?

I have my insecurities and I'm hard on myself,
But you still keep my heart beating.
I may get turned on fairly easy,
But I love you more for never abusing me.

Throw down the curtains and let's set the mood
We can lay on a matress and get lost in the blankets.
Slow down the tempo of our romantized love,
Without a solid pace it could fall apart in an instant.

The honest truth is that I'm not close to letting you go,
We have an attraction towards each other that I hunger for.
I don't know what it is about you, but I can't help but love you
Whether I hold your hand, or lay in bed, the feelings are always there.

Everything you tell me has an emotional impact
You have access to my vulrenability and deepest secrets.
Hold the soul of my fragile life in your hands,
I know you'll do everything to protect it till the end

My underlying gratitude towards you is unmeasurable
No iris or red rose can compare to your beauty,
The stunning effect is more powerful than the moon and sun combined,
But once more I must remind you that I love you.

Tailgating On A Dirt Road

I could pray for help,
But God wouldn't care.
It's two a.m.
And I'm breaking down.

Emotions show like scars on flesh,
And the heart rests in broken pieces.
Remaining invisible to the human eye,
But burns like a fire's ashes.

Jack Daniel's brings a minute's comfort
Until the dark reincarnates the sorrow.
They say mirrors capture the soul,
But mine's only bitter and black.

Eyes of sympathy are focused on me
Pittying the depression I with hold inside.
Society's a bitch and everyone knows it,
Can you see the ribs through my skin yet?

You can't trust anyone in this town
Everyone's only jealous and selfish
There's only one exception,
And his name is Patrick.

We connect like fireworks on July fourth,
But like everything else, we burn out.
Were are not stupid emo kids like in shows,
We're just emotional, misunderstood young adults.

There's a light in his eyes,
And I praise Troy for that.
But I know that he's still stuggling inside,
And the nights still eat him alive.

Every rose has its thorn,
And every heart breaks.
Depression is a suicide note
That's overcome by wisdom.

I love you Patrick Ford,
Remember to smell the flowers
And sharpen your blades,
The sun will remain to rise.

I Don't Comprehend Your Leaving

They say time heals the broken
At least, that's what they tell me.
But it's never healed me,
I just keep sitting here waiting.

I miss everything I had,
His smile and his love.
But that's all gone now,
When I close my eyes it re-appears

I can't tell him that I miss him
Or that I long to be with him,
It wouldn't matter
All his feelings are in the past.

I know what it's like,
To feel broken, unloved and helpless
It's a brilliant nature
That can only be sympathized

I tried to move on,
I fell flat on my face.
I can't seem to get up
And the ground's suffocating.

I love you Joshua,
And I need you back.
I'm sorry we ended
But I'll stay if you ask me to.

Say you love me more
Then you ever have before.
I can't sleep without crying,
Or breathe without crushing.

Can't you feel the pain I do,
The feeling of depression.
The hole in my chest is back,
And it's only aching for you.

Please come back,
I'll be yours forever
And if you don't want me
I suppose I'll be okay.

I just don't understand
Why you no longer want me,
But I'll never know
You already said your goodbye.

Poetry On A Monday

Broken and discouraged
The effects of depression.
Suicide rotates in the mind
Suddenly hallucinations are real life.

For any relief of being numb
A shiny new blade is present,
But cure for feelings of want
Love appears only dismantled.

Now, tell me, what's worse;
Being burned alive,
Or frozen to death?
Neither, we still rot below ground.

Despair and loneliness
Is pleasure to happiness.
Music is a solid escape,
But only 'till the alarm clock rings.

You're distant and alone,
Screaming on your knees
As you stumble in the mud,
But what are you looking for?

Dreams crumble beneath us,
Blood runs from consequence.
Mental breakdowns cause explosions,
An endless disaster of corruption.

Eyeliner stains the rosy cheeks
As infinite tears stream constant.
My eyes are nothing but mournful,
Does that explain how my day goes?

Sorry, But No.

That poem means nothing to you, I know it doesn't.
Why?
Because I'm just another girl that you look to destroy.
Since the day we first dated, you were already cheating.
You were texting other girls that I didn't know about,
How do I know this?
It's pretty obvious when a guy freaks out that his girlfriend has his phone
You left at the most random times when we were together,
Why?
You probably got attached to one of those other girls.
I'm not stupid, I'm not worthless, I'm just rational.
Rational enough to know that I love you,
Love the pain that you give me and the love you fake.
You said your days playing games were over and done with,
You lied.
You lied once, you lied twice, you even lied a third time.
I've always been lied to, I've been cheated on and I've been ignored.
But you're something different.
You must feel like you have to play girls hearts, but you're wrong.
You don't have to do anything, you're a runner and you always leap away.
I said I would be your friend, but I can't stand being bluntly lied to.
I can't. It almost killed me once, and I'd rather not have it happen again.
But I can't date you, I won't marry you, and you aren't deserving.
Why?
Because you can't even tell me that you're talking to girls,
Flirting, kissing, and sleeping with them.
I''m not to be played with like a toy, ever.
And yet you're still wondering why I take you back all the time,
The truth is, I thought you'd change each time.

Mirrors Capture The Soul.

A blast from loneliness into companionship.
A flower blooms in the summer and
It's beautiful and dominant
Just like mother nature intended.

Nothing could ever be more delicate than you,
You're feautres are nothing but symmetrical.
A train is fast and sturdy as it travels a distance
My heart is a captivating simile of that.

Nothing is more enchancted than your kiss,
Sweet, powerful, and seductive in the same breath.
You have me in a trance of persuasion,
Of lust and love combined with your elegant touch.

Danger and recklessness is underlined and bolded
But I'll risk my life to see your smile surround me.
There's a note at the bottom and it reads pre-caution,
Pre-caution of what? Endless Serotonin?

Danger is fun when I'm with you,
Love is endless when I'm beside you.
I feel happiness when I'm held by you,
And endless depression when you're gone.

I won't have to take any Tylenol,
No gun shots or knife cuts,
Nothing malicious when you're here,
But only everything amazing instead.

Keep your windows open,
And your doors unlocked
I'll sneak in around midnight
So I can fall asleep with you.

Tag, You're Mine.

I want to lay here with you,
As still as grass in the winter.
I can't believe I'm with you
Captured in your arms of love.

The intentions of your words
Are true and meaningful
You appear to me like
A beautiful soliloquy

I love you in my life
You give me hope to live,
And power to get up in the morning
So I can see your pretty face.

Our passion for each other
Is a lullaby stuck on repeat
As we dance in the meadows
That separates our houses.

I can't imagine life,
Life without you,
Life without me,
Life without us together.

Emotions are louder than words
Louder than gunshots in an open alley.
I can see inside of your heart
And your emotions are bleeding love.

I could rip out your heart
And replace it with my own,
But that be cruel and cannibalistic
So instead, I'll simply just kiss you.

The truth is if you weren't mine
I would be tempted to steal you,
Like a chocolate muffin in the kitchen
And I would keep you forever.