The Clouds Are Closing Over

I look at everyone else

If I could only laugh in their face

None of them have felt pain

They all have perfect lifes.

You can’t judge me from apperance

Only from how I feel inside,

Maybe you know what makes me tick

Or perhapes it’s your scientific guess.

The snow on the ground feels like my soul

Isolated and cold,

What will it take to make the sun shine?

Or am I going to be stuck with this illness?

I see the way people look at me

If they find me so interesting

Why don’t they take a picture

And put it up on their wall.

I want to find a way out

I’ve asked for God’s help

I’ve stood in the rain and gave up

But still nothing has changed.

I have two people I love

But I’m starting to believe

If you start life with nothing

You should end it with nothing too.

If you can hear me out there

I’m afraid I’m loosing touch with you

So please tell me how you feel

Because I need you to smile.