I Wonder

I want to know,
What it feels like,
To be wanted,
To be accepted in this world.
Watching light change colours,
Seeing a newborn baby,
Feeling whole and complete,
Is something I’ll never know.
If I’m so emo,
Why do you look at me,
As if you can see my non- existant soul.
You can’t admit you care,
The feelings just aren’t there.
I could walk in your shoes,
And discover a miricale,
But if you walked in mine,
You would understand why I hide,
Don’t judge me by apperance,
But by my soul, I no longer hold.
Life is adventerous, a journey of the unknown,
I’ll never know.
I will always lay alone.