Society Is Fucked

I’m under pressure,
People can see through me,
Suffocating,
Pulling me under,
Making it too hard to breathe,
I’m going under,
Into the depth of darkness,
My brain is shutting off,
My breath is slowly,
This is my time,
I’m going to die.
Nothing can save me,
I’m so alone,
And no one knows,
The pain I go through,
I need him for distraction.
I’m drying, going under,
Without his hands around me,
With him around, my fear is gone,
The scars on my arms dissapear,
But without him at my side,
I want to take a knife,
And cut my heart out,
Throw it on the floor,
And cut it up until it can’t beat anymore,
Nothing will make me sane,
The love I once longed for is gone,
And I’m dying in a world,
That’s too cold to bare through,
Putting me at risk and under pressure.
It pulls me deep under,
Unable to bring me back,
To the world I’ve always known.